Impulse

The tides have turned,

and once again, I am driven.

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So things have changed for me recently… I have decided earlier not to pursue further education abroad for reasons that are of personal nature, but instead, to apply myself in the working field, which will put me back into a steady routine. I’m treading on different waters now, and if I find that I have some free time on my hands everyday, I’m going to manage that extra time into something more ‘self-pleasing.’ Although that is an interesting choice of wording, I’ll go ahead and overlook it.

I’ve been having this strange urge to try something I’ve never really tried before. I’m very attracted to anything with a middle-ages setting, as I believe that the period offers a great dynamic for ‘self-exploration.’ Yet another oversight. The reason is because, I believe, that the amount of distraction back in those days is neither too great nor too negligible, in fact, it seems just enough to serve as an adequate challenge in understanding the world better through understanding one’s self. Thus, I’ve been meaning to write a fully structured story set in the middle-ages. I think it would give me countless hours of swimming within my own imagination and at the very least, it’ll be interesting to test my limits, so to speak.

I’ve never undertaken a task this big before, and I’m very fond of seeing through any task that I give to myself. I’m certainly excited about it!

I’ve got a slightly valid feeling that it won’t turn out as great as I’m thinking it will, but I’m hopeful, and one must start somewhere, is that not so?

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Artwork: AndreeWallin